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I’ll right the thing down:
I have a boyfriend, he is 16 years old. Just like me.
I love him.
He is good at so many things, he is incredibly smart, he isn’t vulnerable for things as grouppressure, he is a good person, he is super healty although he doesn’t pay attention to it, he is athletic and loves sports as skiing and swimming, he can speak fluently french, he can speak fluently english (with a super sexy accent), he lived a few years in france and england, he is trust worthy loyal and will never betray you,
he keeps secrets no matter what, he listens with great attention when you’re with him, I am his first girlfriend, his only girlfriend, he loves me.

Eventhough he loves me, he isn’t open about himself, he is talks bad about himself, and actually doesn’t want to talk at all about himself. About other stuff too:
Today I asked him after we had alot of fun, if he ever liked a girl besides me. Because it feels like there is a whole part of him I don’t know, he has had a whole diffrent life compared to mine. So i am very interested in learning more about him. When I asked him, he didn’t want to tell me, he didn’t want to tell anything about her. He said i’m not even sure I ha a crush on her. He didn’t want to tell me. Nothing.
He has this also when we talk about himself, but then it’s more like: but that is not impotant. And moves on.
He doesn’t praise himself, at all. He doesn’t think he is handsome/cute/attractive. I can tell you, he is, alot of girls had a crush on him.
He suffers of a burn-out. He is depressed.
And he talks a little more about it now. Not that much, he never complaints. But I see what it’s doing to him. He can’t sleep, he can’t go to crouded places, he can’t concetrate on anything, he’s almost never happy anymore, only when he is with me almost, then I see him being really happy. After that he is exhausted. I want to help him, so badly. I want him to talk to me. I feel excluded.

Please someone help me, and tell me what I can do to help him. And make him feel comfortable to talking about those things to me.

I feel excluded, because I told him everything about me. And if he wants to ask me anything, anything at all, I will answer him with complete honesty. I even told him about my childhood, he was the first I told. That was very hard for me.

Please help me understand him.

I have another tumblr account, where my friends follow me. But there is a thing my friends don’t know. I need help with something, and I can only ask one friend for that matter, she’s the only one who knows. So she said perhaps tumblr can help you. This is a new tumblr I made so my friends won’t see it. I can write everything in here, that feels save.